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Your Story Matters. (Suicide Awareness) "Hello my old heart
how have you been?
How is it, being locked away?
Well don't you worry
in there, you're safe
and it's true, you'll never beat
but you'll never break."
This song so closely relates to my life at the moment. This week I've been quickly forced to make some tough decisions about school, my friends, but most of all my heart. Right now it is so fragile that I can barely handle it.
A friend once told me that when you truly give your heart to someone, they have control of you entirely. You are so blinded by your love for them that you can barely see that you may actually be too in love. But the thing is, even when they decide they don't love you anymore, they still have your heart in their hands. The only way to win your own heart back is to find the little love that you have for yourself, and make it the most important thing in your entire life, for you cannot truly love another until you discover how to love yourself. And when you have the streng
17"I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
The things that I did
Yeah, with every broken bone
I swear I lived"
I reached a milestone today. I turned seventeen!
And while most people on their birthday's celebrate with cake and ice cream and have a party or whatever, instead I am celebrating the fact that I am alive and that I have survived another year.
My 16th year was certainly the most difficult year of my entire life -- I learned what it was like to lose someone, to feel true pain and suffering, but I also learned that I am a lot stronger person than I ever thought I was. I'm another year older now, and its crazy to think, that "wow. I actually SURVIVED!" even with all of the struggles and fights, painful nights, and everything else I was put through, I mean, who would have thought that I would make it? But the thing is, I DID!
I think that deep down, I always knew that I would be okay. But I never l
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